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Plain and simple!
I dont believe in mornings, its against my new religion.
Life isnt too bad at the moment.
Work is ASS as usual. Looking for a new one.
I have a shiny new laptop.
And im sorta dating someone now.

But mornings still suck ass!
Its warm in bed.
And cold out of it, why the hell would i want to get up?

But i just realised. Its a year ago that i was in belgium with college.
Doesnt seem that long ago.
It seems only a month or so ago.
But a lifetime ago at the same time.

*shrug*

Or maybe i'm just getting cynical in my old age.

Who Knows?

Its been months since i did.
ive now gt my exam results. 2 Cs and 2 Ds.
bumming round/working for the next year.
im single.
just got back from leeds festival.
it was awesome.
one of the best experiences of my life =)
dunno what else i need to add.
thats my life summed up.
very little going on emotionally.
have i changed this last year?
i think so, and some people keep telling me so but others keep telling me i havent changed at all =S
oh and i now have black hair.
and introduce myself as rabbit.

Keep Rockin' Peeps.
*dives back into his warren*

Its been a fair while since i last updated this...February i think it was, and its now getting towards the end of May so thats... a few months.

Main Major Developments are:
* Me and Tor are no longer together.
* Exams Approaching.
* Last day of College is Tomorrow (wont be sorry to see the end of that).
* Everyone seems to think ive turned to drink to solve my problems.

And Im about 10minutes away from snapping and saying 'Fuck this I wanna get off' (nearly shouted something very similar to a history teacher yesterday because they were nagging at me for homework coz i hadnt done it due to homework in other subjects as well as having to do revision as well lol)
Life is boring me and Im starting to get stressed. I dont get stressed. So I dont know how to deal with it.
*shrug*
Suppose Ill live.
Assuming these stabby Stabby Heart pains dont kill me first lol

Enough of the oh so depressing past/ present what does the future hold?
Well the imediate future shows me going to work in about 40mins =(
And then of course tommorrow is my last day of college so gotta go to the pub and drink. Lots. Pirates of the carribean as well as that on Friday...gotta dress up again though so gonna look like a prat. And back to the pub after that to drink more!
And Steffis on saturday night to hang out with various people. noth sure exactly whos going but *shrug*
House to myself all week next week so i can be all peaceful and lonely.
and doesnt look like im gonna get to go round Europe this year.
Oh well maybe ill still get to go to Leeds lol

The overall rating of my life? *Shrug* who gives a shit lol

I enjoyed my weekend =)
very much =)
lots of Tor time =D

"Is it still me that makes you sweat?
Am I who you think about in bed?
When the lights are dim and your hands are shaking as you're sliding off your dress?
Then think of what you did
And how I hope to God he was worth it.
When the lights are dim and your heart is racing as your fingers touch his skin.
I've got more wit, a better kiss, a hotter touch, a better fuck
Than any boy you'll ever meet, sweetie you had me
Girl I was it, look past the sweat, a better love deserving of
Exchanging body heat in the passenger seat?
No, no, no, you know it will always just be me."

Sorry Im just feeling very anti-valentines day atm lol

*mumble* *mumble*
*strangles air*
*mumble*

If you be my star
I'll be your sky
you can hide underneath me and come out at night
when I turn jet black and you show off your light
I live to let you shine
I live to let you shine

but you can skyrocket away from me
and never come back if you find another galaxy
far from here with more room to fly
just leave me your stardust to remember you by

if you be my boat
I'll be your sea
a depth of pure blue just to probe curiosity
ebbing and flowing and pushed by a breeze
I live to make you free
I live to make you free

but you can set sail to the west if you want to
and past the horizon till I can't even see you
far from here where the beaches are wide
just leave me your wake to remember you by

if you be my star
I'll be your sky
you can hide underneath me and come out at night
when I turn jet black and you show off your light
I live to let you shine
I live to let you shine

but you can skyrocket away from me
and never come back if you find another galaxy
far from here with more room to fly
just leave me your stardust to remember you by
stardust to remember you by
Lyrics > Gregory And The Hawk Lyrics > Gregory And The Hawk Boats And Birds Lyrics

Woo I might now be going to Australia this year.
Gonna work there for a year instead of being stuck in England working here.
Should be fun =D
Sun, Sea, Sand and lots of hot girls in Bikini's =D
And a new start...no real reason to stay in Darlington next year. Everyone is off to Uni, or in Aly's case collefe in Newcastle so wouldnt see her either.
Of my real Friends there would only really be people like people like Charlie and Gemma who althugh im friends with im not very close to...
So Australia to work and tour!
Need to research and organise it all now =P
And Woo! 18 very soon!
18 days infact =D
Alcohol!
Although cant spend too much because need to save up for Oz.
Grrr! Thats one of the downsides =(
Gonna be as strapped for cash as much as when I didnt have a job what with putting every penny i earn in the Oz fund...
Grrr!

Hamlet is officially the most incestuous Shakespeare playive seen...so far!

Friends! Romans! Countrymen! Lend me your...eyes?

Tis only 6 Days till the Xmas!
and im still at college =(
Not too bad a day though i must say...

1 Lesson of work
1 Lesson of Video
1 Lesson of Warfare
1 Lesson of Xmas Quiz

Not too shabby!
But now ladies and gentlemen ,and all you creatures somewhere in between, i bid thee goodnight! (Until the moro anyway!)

TO THE MALE CAVE *Que the Batman Theme Music*

Dear...Well Me And Whoever Else Is Reading.

"SO HERE IT IS!
MERRY CHRISTMAS!
EVERYBODIES HAVING FUN!"

Woooooo! Xmas soon =D

Update on the life of the most evil vampyric teapot that has ever lived or existed?

Could be worse...
could be better but the conspiricy to keep me winning the lottery and taking over the world continues! =( So Does The One Involving Operation Pink Frying Pan! Grrr! Damn Pans!

Your Favourite Cuddly Bunny Rabbit (By Day),

Peter

(PS. Watch Out For Those Damn Rocks!)

ok teb last few days have been wierd =s
very very good...but wierd...
well good in the sense my face wasnt laughed in...and it wasnt a straight 'No Go Drown Yourself In A Bucket Of Your Own Piss'
so technically all is fairly good =D

I Love Belgium And What Happened There!
Hate England.
Although Certainly Looking Forward To Monday.
There Are Two Verty Interesting Conversations I Cant Wait For.

this time next week i shall be sat on a bus travelling alllllll the way down to Dover =D then popping on a ferry and before you know it (after many many hours) we'll be in Belgium!
but dear god i need money fast! =(

oh god not good weekend!
at all!
so lets not talk about that!

Monday.
was in tears all first lesson from laughing at Tim so much.
spent all day in cafe talking to awesome people and gettin lots of hugs.
found out i impregnated Paul dammit! dont have money as it is nevermind paying child support!
last lesson sucked.
work was good =)
i do like my job its fun =) and i get to talk to Steffi for an extra few hours (always fun =D) *hugs for her*

tuesday.
the whole of the day sucked.
exept for about an hour after college where i was dragged girly shopping =P
worth it to catch up with Steff though.
then home =(

wednesday
bah...all afternoon off though.
then work =D
money tomorrow! =D
but its all already allocated =(

you know you all wanna do this for me coz u love me!

Poll #863874 Everybody Answer!
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Which Coat Is Better?

Yey i got money!
and spent it =P
although i do have 2 of the items i have always wanted!
A leather coat!
and my dreamcatcher (AKA Dead Chicken)
wooo! =D
and not long til belgium!
mwhahaha!

Hehe Happy =D
Get paid today! =D
Got new coat!
And PUB TOMORROW!!! =D

Alcohol!!!!!!!! Wooooo!!!!! =D

haha well this weekend has been a bit of an upper and a downer.
good bits and bad lol
friday night was utterly shit lol
but it helped me make up my mind about the decision i had been trying to make all week.
saturday was of mixed successes.
mooched off the the cafe and saw Aly and Steffi and the like which was fun...
stayed there hours!
then went to the pub and talked to Aly...
went to the fireworks with everyone
Maz dumped me by text.
wasnt that bothered since i was intending on doing it the next time i saw her in person since i was going to be a nice person and do it face to face rather than in such an impersonal way but oh well one less job to do lol
went to steffis after the fireworks with people and then home eventually...
very tired but still stayeed up all night watching crap lol
and sunday morning was...shit bascicly lol